Gah. Had training this morning and that made me a very very happy girl  although I haven't run on the track for about 3 weeks, the familiar feeling made me so excited. hahaha. I knew I was on my way to being fit  Oh, I think I was just remarkable today. hahhahaha Took an hour to sleep last night cos I was feeling warm and having a headache. Took a panadol and Jeremy had a hard time humouring me to sleep. I was bombing him with all the dresses I want! hahaha I love bedtime talks with Jeremy, ahh so nice  My bedtime story. Anyway, I woke up at 2 plus am and couldn't sleep since then! Don't even ask me what I did from 2 am till 7am when I got ready to leave house for training. I looked SO bad in the morning. After talking with some of the track guys who came, it made me more alert. And Yay! Shalina came, or else it I would be the only person training. I love running with Shalina, we kind of push each other to go on. Ran girl's route today, although it's my first time running in a long while (Shalina too), I think we did well

After which, we did our core muscle exercises under the scorching sun, omg and I didn't put my sunblock. Argh. and talked random stuff for about an hour until Jeremy's paper ended  Yay! And Baby said it was quite easy. Finally got to spend time with Jeremy since a week ago. He sent me to granny's place and went home straight after. Bus rides with you is such a fantasy, always  Can't wait till Jeremy's A's to end. hahaha I wrote him a To-do-list for encouragement and motivation to get through his A's. hahahha Like over 30 over things to do. hahaha Then he said "siao I don't want my A's to end" aiyeoyeoyeoyeooooo. haahahaha I wrote something like- go manicure with me every week and choose colour for me, shop for christmas dress with me, cook for me, make me happy, earn money for me, cycling! hahahahhahaha aiyo it's a whole load of fun crap!

Go go go! Shall go record songs later, cos I feel like it

And I miss nudies, why didn't you girls call me up

Ahhhhh. ok op was fine i guess except for that moderator drama going on. haha anywayyy. I felt like crap yesterday. I don't know what was the cause of it but when I was sitting in as an audience, I suddenly felt so so so horrible. Like I knew I was going to faint cos that's how I normally feel. Irregular breathing, can't focus, can't sit still. I couldn't take it so I asked to go to the rest room. The teacher was so mean and just kept starring at me as I left the room. Ok, I know it was in the middle of an A level exam, but I really felt crappy. So as I stepped out of the room, I struggled to walk to the rest room. I squated down along the corridor to get back my sense of balance, hoping someone would be there to help me, but no. So when I got to the toilet, omgggg Horrible horrible. I just moaned in agony as I was gripping on to the edge of the sink, breaking out in cold sweat. My face went white, my lips were white, despite having my lip balm on, hahaha. yeah, and I just leaned against the wall and everything was so so so blur. After 20 minutes, I dragged myself back to class. haha I purposely went back so that the teacher could see my white face. But after a while it was better. I wanted to lean on chief's shoulder though. HAHA. I was dying man.... like I just needed to lean on something but didn't do so cos the moderator was sitting at the back, or else would have totally done so.

Took a cab home right after that and slept  Felt much better and mommy brought me out for Ramennnn! yes yes yes! Btw, the ramen at central, 3rd or 4th floor, the one with a basketball kind of sign, is famous! Love the ramen there.

Just did my I&R today, I have guests over now. Mom's friends... Had nice good breakfast and have to go to school later to pass up my I&R. After which, manicureeeeee and pedicureeeee. hahaha It's not confirmed though, mommy just booked the slot at 3pm, but she can't confirm her schedule yet. So I'm keeping my fingers crossed   

Have been feeling really weak lately, my health is deterioting, I don't know why.. I get tired so easily... How am I going to have the stamina to study for A's? It's starting to worry me.

Oh! And girlsssss, start to search for a christmas dress! I loveeee this time of the year, cos my family takes christmas very seriously  YESSSAAAA!

Today was a sickeningly useless day at school. A level chinese on monday, I don't even feel the stress. hahahahaha ok la, I didn't even care about O levels chinese too, but I ought to show some emotion about it! Anyway I have been busy packing my stuff into boxes on saturday, packed my whole room within one day! Sounds unbelievable to be able to pack all my so called "crap" within a day, but i did it! Threw away about 5 full garbage bags of stuff. I am not even kidding. Moving to my new place on thursday and I am egggggcited! So so so eggggcited! hahhha My room's already painted mulberry, and all my furniture is white. So its soooo princessy! I am having a dressing table for the first time in my life! I feel like I'm growing up! hahahaha Can put all my hair brushes and vanity crap that no guys would understand! Ahhhh Super excited. Gave away lots of my clothes. So, what does that mean? SHOPPINGGGG! yay yay yay!

Training resumes this week. ahhhhhh Must run more! So unfit now.

Ok, I need a manicure so so so badly. I'm serious  I feel like painting it dark dark glossy purple! Wondering if I can just wear that into A's. JJ doesn't really care right? But I must adhere to some exam etiquette. Means pretending to be serious when I'm not. AH GET IT INTO YOUR HEAD RACHEL- ITS A'S. But its just chinese right?